Lauren Compean is an alum of Midwestern State University; her work first appeared inVoicesin 2018.
You shot members of the Kuomintang point blank, strangled traitors, fought in the Guangzhou rising of ’27. You rose in rank, commanded a Red Guard squad comprising the best. You swept through buildings like a ghost, through oneiric cityscapes, slaughtering enemy agents. Five decades on, your most important duty, while watering the amaranth on the roof of your hotel, was to speak in English a sentence then unclear but which I recall and which compels me as it echoes now: “Listen to me: when time comes for me to vanish, disappear, remember this—you’ll find me now, back here.”
